Who I Want to be:
my best friend is my dog.
having coffee every morning at the same coffee house that they know my regular.
a bookworm, discovering something new everyday.
to have a mug collection so large i have to make room for new mugs by getting rid of old ones.
confident with my decisions in life.
sticking to one drink only, whiskey and diet coke, ¬hing else.
going out to have a conversation with someone, not for a good time.
witty, but still cute.
wearing and pulling off glasses.
taking a walk in the park because it relaxes me.
having friends, but not feeling obligated to go out and tell them i’d rather have a night in.
going to the same bar for 10+ years.
A Godly women
Who I Am:
nowhere near becoming a journalist.
my dog ran away.
i can hardly afford a cup of coffee.
i can’t even finish MockingJay, and I reread the same books hoping for a different outcome.
i have one mug.
all my decisions i regret.
i attempt to stick to one drink, but i drink whatever is handed to me.
conversations aren’t my strong suit and i hate meeting new people.
neither witty or cute.
don’t need glasses.
probably the most disorganized person on the planet.
i never go one walks.
feeling guilty when i tell my friends no and go out anyways sitting alone
i can’t even get into a bar, let alone are there any cool ones where i live.
Not even sure of a God that exists.
I’m not sure if I’m on point with who I am. but who I want to be is definitely in contrast to who I am. Sometimes I want to change things about myself. I feel I’m not good enough. If I were the “Who I Want to be” I’d be happier. More people would like me. I wouldn’t need to hide who I really am. But I think we have to accept who we are. And we are forever changing. Some qualities we keep because they make us, us. Some qualities we might see as a flaw, someone else might love about us. I think I’ve come to terms with who I am. I might not like it sometimes but I know there’s a reason I turned out the way that I did and I am not done learning. There a lot more about myself to be discovered.